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After the past few months, April is possibly the month I’ve been waiting for a long time. While my seniors doing the national exam, the school off for a week and my father planned a three days vacation to Bandung.This is a very good time to give myself a break from homework and school activities that I have in few months.
Another thing that bothers me is, someone who has been staying in my mind and heart for the last few months.
I grew up as a girl who has so much faith in fairytales and believing prince charming will come into my life and take me to the ‘palace’. But as I grow up, I understand that the things I’ve been thinking and waiting for so long would never happen. However, I never blame fairy tales for making me grow up believing anything that has a happy ending. Because when I was little I need it, every children need it.
As the time goes by, there is so many things I’ve learned about life. Life is not a fairytale. We need to believe that dreams come true and we will live happily ever after someday by doing something important for ourselves. In real life, making a decision is not as easy as Giselle (Enchanted movie) decided to stay in New York right after Robert kissed her.
Especially when I decided to let someone I love out of my life. It was very difficult choice. I have to choose between my happiness and this someone’s happiness. It’s really hard at first but I remember that someone said, If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn’t, then it was never meant to be. So, I think, I have to let that person go and choose what he wants. If he’s mine, he will back.
